Hi guys... yesterday my boyfriend left to his BCT, white-blue phase.. And I won't be able to talk to him for about 8 weeks straight! :/ I know it sucks, but seriously I can't do anything just hope for the best! Am I sad? of course!! and It'll get worse, eventually..

I'm depressed and this will bring me even deep in my sadness or whatever, don't listen to me lol it's 12:49 a.m. here and I'm just writing this to let go a little stress... So, that's all for today. bye!