Wednesday May 29, 2013

11:08 am

So, I'm a little coward since everything everyone says is affecting me. I started a journal about my feelings and stuff.. I have to wait until (who knows.. Maybe December, perhaps May 2014) to get my mental health-care treatment.

I'm writing without grammar rules and proper punctuation :/ whatever.

In my journal I notice that I can't write like I used to... I really loved writing stuff and drawing mostly but, that's not me anymore. I want to do so many things at once but I can't, I'm stuck here alone depressed anxious :( I don't even know anymore... Yes, I have dreams but they're far from "getting real".

Omg I'm so stupid I was looking for my phone --' 11:15 am

Hot cakes... Sort of :/

Well, I was trying to make hot cakes yesterday but first I ruined the mix by pouring more milk than mix because the ones that made hot cakes the other day didn't measured the mix with a measuring cup, but oh well.. I had 3/4 cup of mix and 1 cup of milk so it turned out really liquid or watery.. Not good, so I decided to pour normal flour into the mix and turned out thicker but that caused that my hot cakes were thick enough to not cook properly, and I burned them :'/ so yeah, it was a mess.. May 27, 2013
time 10:25 am